My big Mistake

My world is tilting off it’s axis and I did it to myself. Last month I was feeling unattractive and neglected. My husband was gone a lot on business and playing golf with his buddies most weekends. We just didn’t have that magic that we used to have. I did something really dumb. I hooked up with a guy from my past. Just one night and it was just sex. No romance no love no expectations. Just a call from me to him and one short conversation then go over to his place while the kids are in school. Nothing much to say about it. Kiss and get our clothes off do it twice in an hour then get dressed and go home.
Now I am living with such guilt but SHIT!! I want to do it again!! I have betrayed my vows, jeopardized my marriage and put my kids at risk. I know I don’t love my husband like I once did but I also know I don’t love this guy at all. We had been fuck buddies in college but that was it. Just sex. Hell we never even went on a real date. Just did parties and hooked up afterwards.
Now I find myself thinking about what I had with my husband and how it seems gone. I doubt he suspects a thing. He is to busy being a boss and hanging with his buds to notice that I have needs that are not being fulfilled.

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Brenda Relationships August 17, 2025 at 2:12 pm 0 0