secret life

I have had a cross dressing fetish since i was very young. It started out as curiosity and when puberty hit it took hold. I would borrow my sisters dresses, skirts, whatever and then wear them. As i started dating i would dress in there clothes when they left them behind or stayed over when the left the next day. When i got married my wife asked me to try on tights for her. It was a ballet fetish she had about men with great legs and big bulges. I had both. She saw it turned me on and indulged this fetish some. Buying panties and one drunk night the whole thing. Stockings, lingerie, mini skirt, see though top, make-up and wig. The next day she wanted no part of it any longer. Never again and we actually divorced a few years later. Single for 20 years maintaining the double life in multiple relationships. Found a few into it. some never knew about. . fast forward to the error of CL and online personals and then started a secret double life. I meet secretly with others like me or women that want to play dress up. about 8 years ago i met someone and got married and she doesn't know. Prior to us getting married i fulfilled my "bucket list" I dressed up with a bi couple, she was dom and he a CD like me, She made him perform oral on me and then me on him. I can't lie, i liked it a lot. I had another CD friend that i would meet with regularly for a few curiousities. Mostly Sissy/cuck since he and i both had sig others.. He had a fantasy about watching men with his wife and i did too. In total i have been a a cd for about 40 years. I have acted on it about 10 times with another CD, a couple and my 1st wife.

i can finally say i am done with this. I have no desire to live or try to keep this life style up. I am married now and only crave her and not the double life. however,,, i still think having a 3 some with her and another guy would be hot.

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Fetish May 11, 2018 at 12:00 am 4 0