Sometimes I feel so aimless that I just want to go jump off a roof, but that would be too painful. Maybe I could just sleep and get lost in my dreams. I already live in a fictional world inside of my head and that is because I am so misguided. I got my degree, it's what I wanted. I rushed, and then coming here, I soon failed. It's such a low for me. I often picture this perfectly decent future and it's sometimes all I want, and yet, with myself now, it couldn't ever be true. The future me that I imagine isn't me at all. When I think about myself right now, it seems so out of character to be the person I want to be.
anonymousOther August 28, 2013 at 12:00 am
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