Crossdress

Very normal and decent man, well employed and married. Youd never guess this about me.

I am straight. Never been with a guy, and have never wanted to. And this is just one dimension of my sexuality, not its entirety.
I have always been turned on by women in lingerie, specifically mature women around 40 years old at least. And I have always been turned on by lingerie: stealing and jacking off with my sisters panties, later on with girlfriends and with my wifes.
Eventually jacking off with sisters panties became wearing them, then bras and this continued through my life.
My wife knows this is a fetish for me, and wants nothing to do with it. I think it bothers her that I even like to cum on her panties when I fantasize about her being slutty. Sexuality just isnt so easily compartmentslized, but I guess for her it is.
I have bought clothes from online crossdresser stores and sometimes/rarely secretly put them on. I have to be so secretive and this doesnt allow me to really get fully femme with everything. Maybe someday.
Id love to have a woman be domme, pick out a slutty outfit for me, do my makeup and make me her slut. Id love her to wear a strapon and make me kneel and direct me blowing her.
I want to be her submissive slut, but very discreetly. Not in public.
And other times, Id like to text her Im in my way home and I need her ready to be my slut, dressed and ready to beg for my cock in her mouth.

So, thats what I mean, sexuality just isnt so easily categorized. And one thing doesnt mean another.

Curious what any wine out here think.
Thanks

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