Life and Love

Before I start
Stats—28 years old, single never married no children heterosexual but a little Bi Curious. Living with a guy currently. I am Hispanic and white 5’7” tall weigh about 145 have long black hair, green eyes. No facial piercings but two in each ear and one tat on my lower back (tramp stamp) I have average looks-not ugly but not drop dead gorgeous either. I am built pretty well with nice boobs(34D) a trim waist (27) and shapely hips (36) my legs are muscular and toned as I am a runner. I had my first sexual experience at 17 but I did a lot of exploring before that ( BJ’s, hand jobs, 69 , anal and vaginal fingering) I had 7 partners before graduating from HS and 23 since then. Never been with more than one partner at a time and I have been on BC since 17.
Now my confession. I live with my boyfriend of two years and we plan to get married next spring. He is a cute guy and A genuinely sweet person, hard working and financially responsible. He is an ideal partner in almost every way. I love him and he loves me. However every time I make love to him my mind flashes back to an ex Boyfriend that I can’t get out of my head. I pretend he is the one I am fucking and I get these huge orgasms while I am pretending my lover is someone else. It is just nuts. I find myself enticing my guy so I can have these stupid day dreams about a guy I don’t want anything to do with anymore I am a freak!!!’

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Letica Relationships June 11, 2026 at 1:05 pm 2 0