Farm Girl

I grew up on a farm in the mid west. Small town maybe 2,500 people. I was the youngest of three kids. I was around farm equipment and animals my whole life. Started driving tractors and trucks as soon as I could reach the peddles. Saw animals giving birth and mating since I was about four. Went to school on a school bus. My High School class at 84 members. Small towns you have no secrets because everyone knows everything you do. I started having sex with guys at 15. No big love in my life. Just go to a party and have a couple of beers and hook up with someone. Everyone was doing it. Very few girls went steady or had real boyfriends. We just kind of did our thing and didn’t think about the future.
Now I am 34 and I am alone. No husband no boyfriend and no children. Still in the mid west. Still on the farm but I own it now. I feel like such a loser and a slut. Why didn’t my parents get more involved in my life in my teens. Why didn’t they just let me run wild. They never once asked me what I was going to do. They just wanted free labor on the farm. They are both gone now so I can’t ask them WHY! I have been with a ton of guys and never been in love a single fucking time. God Help Me Please.

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No Names Relationships June 23, 2025 at 1:25 pm 0 0