Im having strange thoughts about my cousin

Last weekend my cousins visited us for the weekend. My 14 year old cousin (lets call her s) showed up wearing a very low cut loose fitting shirt and ass hugging jeans. this didn't bother me at first. She is my cousin after all. Later on I was sitting in bed talking to people on facebook on my phone. Then she comes over and sits on the foot of my bed, also on her phone. She messages me on facebook rather than speaking to me and as time goes on she moves closer and closer to me until she is sitting right next to me, leaning on the headboard. It was a bit awkward so I sat up a bit more. She says something out loud and my attention is drawn towards her. At this angle you can see right down her top. Almost her entire boobs were showing. I quickly looked back at my phone to avoid any embarrassing problems.

We had dinner and then went back to my room to play xbox. after a little while we decide to change into pajamas because it was a little late. I went to grab my clothes and told her she could change in the bathroom. When I turned around she was already changing her shirt right in front of me. I used to always joke and say she had no boobs because she was my cousin. I accidentally said \"holy shit you have huge tits\". She actually took it as a compliment and didn't seem to care that I was staring at them. Again, I slipped up and asked what size they were. She just said C as if this was totally normal. My head was spinning from the fact that my cousin had big tits. She then got ready to take her pants off and said \"now you have to turn around\". I was already confused and I didn't want to find out if she had a nice ass too, so I gladly turned around and covered my eyes.

We played xbox for another few hours and she called me her boyfriend's nickname. Three times. At one point we were eating cookies and she didn't want to lose the race so she put it on her boobs and ate it off her chest. With her tongue. She could reach all the way down there.... with her tongue. That's when I got a little bit of a problem \"down there\". We were laying down with our heads at opposite ends on the bed and she had her foot right up against my shoulder. I don't know why but she stroked my shoulder with her foot the whole night and it felt so good. Then she did the thing with the cookie and I got so hard. I couldn't believe I was having these thoughts about my own cousin.

Things got even weirder when we started playing catch and making weird noises as we almost hit each other in the face. My other cousins walked in because they thought we were having sex or something. We told them we were bored of xbox so we decided to play catch and the noises were just us almost getting hit in the face. When they left we started talking about how stupid they were for thinking that. That got us on the topic of sex and we started talking about how if we weren't cousins and she was single we'd still need to find a quiet way to do it. We went through many scenarios and I got hard thinking about it. Eventually we were too tired and went to bed. She was using the guest bed in my room and I couldn't stop thinking about how my cousin was so hot. I jacked off 3 times thinking about her.

Now I feel like some sick weirdo for fantasizing about my cousin. And for some reason I think she was wearing that slutty outfit for me because we had planned on mostly staying indoors or sledding. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME!!?

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Weird January 17, 2013 at 12:00 am 1 0