I consider myself a straight male, but admittedly get very turned on at the sight of a big cock. Even more so, big black cocks specifically turn me on in a very strong way, For years, I watched porn videos of females sucking off big black cocks, and enviously wished it were me on my knees having my mouth filled with the dark, meaty flesh that the female in the video was lucky enough to enjoy. My desires recently got the best of me, and I responded to a post on a website in which a straight black male was in need of a "sissy cocksucker" to get him off. I was lucky enough to receive a response from him and we exchanged numbers. He asked me to come over and provided me with his address. When I arrived I quickly realized that I was in a very dangerous part of town. My paranoia got the best of me and I started to worry that I was being set up (I had heard this happens). However, my desire for BBC won the day, and I entered into his apartment building and knocked on his door. He turned out to be a nice guy and there was nothing to worry about. We took things slowly and watched porn videos of white guys sucking off black guys with huge cocks. These videos made me so horny that all of my inhibitions went out the window and I got down on my knees and took his cock in my hands. I slowly licked the tip of his head and uncontrollably moaned with pleasure as I did so. The next thing I knew, I was in a trance and sucking his cock like a complete slut. I eventually regained composure and embarassingly looked up at him. He had a look of shock on his face and said "Wow, I can tell you are enjoying yourself". I continued to suck him off and he eventually came in my mouth. As I left his apartment I felt an overwhelming sense of shame and embarassment,
JaredFetish August 27, 2022 at 5:08 pm81
Did you swallow? Next time have his cock up your ass! (if it fits) bob 3 years ago
Jared,
I resisted numerous times when I was in steam rooms and saw guys trying to get my attention by slightly stroking themselves, I would lower my towel and show them I was wearing a pair of women sexy panties. They knew then it was safe to jerk off. They would always try to get me to suck their cock. Finally one day a guy asked me to his room and wanted me to be comfortable and dress up for him so I did. And I don’t mean just a pair of panties I wore an entire outfit for him, thigh highs, one piece lingerie and heels. I was so fricking horny. He didn’t pressure me at all, I told him I have never suck a cock and I was nervous to ask him if he would mind helping out and let me suck my first cock. Before you know it, I am on my knees sucking his cock and I am rock hard, I deep throat him and bobbed up and down his cock like I a porn star. I will never forget I was wearing a pink thong panties and came in them without even touching myself. I could barely catch my breath. Right after I had the same guilt feelings. But I don’t regret it! Look you only live once you should explore whatever turns you on as long as it is safe. If a women can suck cock and enjoy why can’t a guy suck cock and enjoy it? Jess 3 years ago
Jess did you swallow? Have you had a guy fuck you? bob 3 years ago
Nice story. It reminded me of my first time sucking a black cock. I divorced my wife when I was 32 years old. I was on a budget so the only apartment I could find that was affordable was in the gay section of Long Beach, California. Being single again after 10 years of marriage, I was horny all the time. I would smoke a little pot and take a walk at night along the beach that was maybe 50 yards from my apartment. At first I didn't realize it was one of the more popular cruising spots for guys looking to hook up. The first time a guy hit on me, he approached me and said he sure could use a drink. I had no idea that was pickup line used by men wanting another man, so I told him where the nearest bar was.
The next day at work I told one of the guys how weird that was and he told me he had been stationed in Long Beach when he was in the Navy. That was the approach gay guys used.
I went out for a walk that night and sure enough an older guy hit on me so I invited him back to my apartment. I sucked him and enjoyed it. It wasn't as exciting as I had hoped but I did enjoy it. Then that Friday night I was hit on again. This time by a gorgeous black man that was well over 6 feet tall. I took him home. When we got there I asked him if he really wanted a drink, because I might have some beer in the kitchen. He said sure and I started to go to the kitchen when he said, you mind if I get comfortable. When I came back with the beers he was standing there in just his red speedo type underwear. HIs body was beautiful. Lean but well defined. I could see by the outline in his underwear he fit the stereotypical well endowed black man. Something happened that did not happen with the first guy. My nipples hardened and I was excited. I handed him his beer and I sat down on the couch and started playing with my cock. He said "oh so you're into masturbating". I told him no it wasn't that. I just wanted to enjoy looking at him for a minute or two. That's when he pulled his underwear off and presented one of the most beautifully delicious cocks I had ever played eyes on. It was eight inches if it was an inch and he wasn't even hard yet. He approached me but I stopped him and told him he should be seated and I should be on my knees between his legs in a submissive way. He smiled and said 'I love you white guys". With that he sat down, I kneeled down and started enjoying every inch of this gorgeous man's wonderful manhood.
That night was the start of two years of the best sex of my life. Michael 3 years ago
Did you swallow? Did he fuck you? Did he suck you? Did you fuck women again or become gay? hermenegildo 3 years ago
Bobby,
To answer your question…Did I swallow and have I had a guy fuck me. Yes I swallowed I now love the taste of cum. Yes I have had guys fuck me, more then once and in front of others.
On one occasion I had a gay couple that wanted to have a threesome with me apparently they really liked my body, I guess I would be considered to be a hard body, swimmer style. They liked role playing and asked if I would join them, I asked depends on what type of role playing? They made it clear it would be consensual and I could ask them to stop any time that I wanted by using a safe word!
They both liked twinks dressed up in lingerie, this wasn’t an issue at all for me, I have done this and masturbated for guys numerous times in panties and thigh highs. The part that I haven’t done before was they wanted to tear off my outfit while I pretended to resist (I guess sort of like male role play rape) I said yes, if they supplied the outfit and a safe word.
They invited me over on a Saturday night and I was all worked up and hard as hell. They had me wear a thong then a one piece body suit over the thong that snapped at the crotch, thigh highs and a mini skirt. When I walked in they asked if I minded if a few of their gay friends watched and masturbated. I was way to far into this and horny to say no. I came out with my outfit on and they had a blanket in the middle of the room and gay soft S&M porn playing. They whispered a safe word in my ear. I got on the blanket and I started rubbing my hands over my body and they started very quickly by tying my hands above my head, I resist as I was told to do, which in turn it only excites them more, they tore my skirt off and then my nylons, I was really bucking now knowing what was next, the snap at the crotch of my bodysuit was undone, understand I am now rock hard and enjoying the resistance part of the role playing. One off them then held me down and literally tore off my body suit, I am now only in wearing a woman’s thong, they continue holding me down and put nipple clips on me and tear off my panties, I want to cum so bad I start masturbating and they grab my hand and won’t let me! One sticks his cock in my mouth and the other one starts finger fucking my ass, I can’t resist and I just go with it, then they grab both of my legs while I am in my back and spread them my ass is wide open for the taking and the one guy start fucking me. The other guy put a ball gag on my mouth. I blew a load all over my stomach and chest and the other guy pulls out and blows a load all over me, the guy that I was sucking starts fucking me. This was over the top enjoyment for me, especially when a group of guys were watching me and jerking off because they were getting into me getting roughed up and fucked. They all were very respectful and didn’t join in and followed the rules. I did suck more cock and never used the safe word.
Unfortunately ever part of this story true,
I wish it wasn’t, and I wish I had more remorse for doing this but I enjoyed too much.
Sorry about the long reply. Jess 3 years ago
6 Confession Comments
bob 3 years ago
I resisted numerous times when I was in steam rooms and saw guys trying to get my attention by slightly stroking themselves, I would lower my towel and show them I was wearing a pair of women sexy panties. They knew then it was safe to jerk off. They would always try to get me to suck their cock. Finally one day a guy asked me to his room and wanted me to be comfortable and dress up for him so I did. And I don’t mean just a pair of panties I wore an entire outfit for him, thigh highs, one piece lingerie and heels. I was so fricking horny. He didn’t pressure me at all, I told him I have never suck a cock and I was nervous to ask him if he would mind helping out and let me suck my first cock. Before you know it, I am on my knees sucking his cock and I am rock hard, I deep throat him and bobbed up and down his cock like I a porn star. I will never forget I was wearing a pink thong panties and came in them without even touching myself. I could barely catch my breath. Right after I had the same guilt feelings. But I don’t regret it! Look you only live once you should explore whatever turns you on as long as it is safe. If a women can suck cock and enjoy why can’t a guy suck cock and enjoy it?
Jess 3 years ago
bob 3 years ago
The next day at work I told one of the guys how weird that was and he told me he had been stationed in Long Beach when he was in the Navy. That was the approach gay guys used.
I went out for a walk that night and sure enough an older guy hit on me so I invited him back to my apartment. I sucked him and enjoyed it. It wasn't as exciting as I had hoped but I did enjoy it. Then that Friday night I was hit on again. This time by a gorgeous black man that was well over 6 feet tall. I took him home. When we got there I asked him if he really wanted a drink, because I might have some beer in the kitchen. He said sure and I started to go to the kitchen when he said, you mind if I get comfortable. When I came back with the beers he was standing there in just his red speedo type underwear. HIs body was beautiful. Lean but well defined. I could see by the outline in his underwear he fit the stereotypical well endowed black man. Something happened that did not happen with the first guy. My nipples hardened and I was excited. I handed him his beer and I sat down on the couch and started playing with my cock. He said "oh so you're into masturbating". I told him no it wasn't that. I just wanted to enjoy looking at him for a minute or two. That's when he pulled his underwear off and presented one of the most beautifully delicious cocks I had ever played eyes on. It was eight inches if it was an inch and he wasn't even hard yet. He approached me but I stopped him and told him he should be seated and I should be on my knees between his legs in a submissive way. He smiled and said 'I love you white guys". With that he sat down, I kneeled down and started enjoying every inch of this gorgeous man's wonderful manhood.
That night was the start of two years of the best sex of my life.
Michael 3 years ago
hermenegildo 3 years ago
To answer your question…Did I swallow and have I had a guy fuck me. Yes I swallowed I now love the taste of cum. Yes I have had guys fuck me, more then once and in front of others.
On one occasion I had a gay couple that wanted to have a threesome with me apparently they really liked my body, I guess I would be considered to be a hard body, swimmer style. They liked role playing and asked if I would join them, I asked depends on what type of role playing? They made it clear it would be consensual and I could ask them to stop any time that I wanted by using a safe word!
They both liked twinks dressed up in lingerie, this wasn’t an issue at all for me, I have done this and masturbated for guys numerous times in panties and thigh highs. The part that I haven’t done before was they wanted to tear off my outfit while I pretended to resist (I guess sort of like male role play rape) I said yes, if they supplied the outfit and a safe word.
They invited me over on a Saturday night and I was all worked up and hard as hell. They had me wear a thong then a one piece body suit over the thong that snapped at the crotch, thigh highs and a mini skirt. When I walked in they asked if I minded if a few of their gay friends watched and masturbated. I was way to far into this and horny to say no. I came out with my outfit on and they had a blanket in the middle of the room and gay soft S&M porn playing. They whispered a safe word in my ear. I got on the blanket and I started rubbing my hands over my body and they started very quickly by tying my hands above my head, I resist as I was told to do, which in turn it only excites them more, they tore my skirt off and then my nylons, I was really bucking now knowing what was next, the snap at the crotch of my bodysuit was undone, understand I am now rock hard and enjoying the resistance part of the role playing. One off them then held me down and literally tore off my body suit, I am now only in wearing a woman’s thong, they continue holding me down and put nipple clips on me and tear off my panties, I want to cum so bad I start masturbating and they grab my hand and won’t let me! One sticks his cock in my mouth and the other one starts finger fucking my ass, I can’t resist and I just go with it, then they grab both of my legs while I am in my back and spread them my ass is wide open for the taking and the one guy start fucking me. The other guy put a ball gag on my mouth. I blew a load all over my stomach and chest and the other guy pulls out and blows a load all over me, the guy that I was sucking starts fucking me. This was over the top enjoyment for me, especially when a group of guys were watching me and jerking off because they were getting into me getting roughed up and fucked. They all were very respectful and didn’t join in and followed the rules. I did suck more cock and never used the safe word.
Unfortunately ever part of this story true,
I wish it wasn’t, and I wish I had more remorse for doing this but I enjoyed too much.
Sorry about the long reply.
Jess 3 years ago