I live as a straight single man since my wife passed away. I have a girlfriend and we have sex regularly. But I have another side of my life she doesn’t know about. I’ve been Crossdressing nearly my whole life. I have a huge wardrobe of lovely women’s clothes and dozens of pairs of sexy high heels along with everything else I need to completely present as a woman. Makeup, perfume, purses, lingerie, jewelry, wigs (when I don’t have the time to tease and do my hair girly) and so on. I’ve had sex with well over a hundred men, many as lovers for years. The majority of these men lived as straight men and all were either married or in long term straight relationships. They just needed more from a sexual standpoint with a feminine, sexy man like me. I don’t think I’m a woman or so want to be one. I know what I am, I’m a Crossdressing man that likes to have homosexual sex with men that find me attractive. I’m very good with my look and act and when interested men see me for the first time they basically go crazy over me. I know how to walk, talk, flirt and tease a man. I know what they want and I give it up to them. Pretty queers like me get straight men because we’re sexy and exciting, we don’t say no, and we dress like how they wished their wives and girlfriends would dress. I don’t wear fetish clothing or crossdresser site outfits. I wear normal women’s clothes and shoes but it’s all very sexy. Pretty skirts and tops, lovely dresses, nylons and sexy high heels, lacy lingerie, cute jewelry and accessories and full makeup including false nails and lashes. Always with a good splash of a classy perfume.
My wife knew about my girly side and came to accept it although she didn’t want to participate. She had her thing which was fucking other men (usually younger) with big hard cocks. We shared that enthusiasm lol.
I usually hook up with men via the internet as most do nowadays. I’m quite picky and careful so I don’t always have someone to play with. That’s okay I’ve learned not to rush when looking for a date. About a third of my lovers like to dress up too, a few have been pre op trans girls. The majority are straight acting men that aren’t getting the sex they need from their wives or girlfriends. Bad for their wives and good for me!
I just love sucking cock and taking a man’s load in my pretty lipsticked mouth. I like them to take videos of it and don’t mind showing my face and body as long as they send it to me too! Many of the more patient and experienced men will stop me before they shoot off because they want to fuck me. That’s okay with me as I really like being dominated and taken by a strong horny man. I’ll get on my back and spread my girly legs and put my high heels in the air for them. Lots of lube makes it all work. Sometimes with larger dicks it can get painful so I just ask them to slow down a bit. I should mention that I stay dressed during sex, I just take off my panties or let them rip them off me lol, and my pantyhose are already a little cut open front and back. Some men like tearing them open to get at me which I find sexy.
I’ve been doing this for over 40 years and I’m still going although at a slower rate. It’s amazing how many older men out there are just now realizing what they’ve been missing out on! I still get a few younger men, I guess they’re the ones that wanted to fuck their grandmothers or older aunts lol. I stay in shape and relatively slim, after all a girl has to fit in her clothes.
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